Niji-Only

My mind is tired. My body is sore. My muscles ache more than before. Sleep beckons me but yet, My bed looks empty without you in it. Thoughts of poetry swim through my head. The liquid flow of an inspiration I read. It was unknown to me, but your words showed, That it was I in your eyes who radiantly glowed. Little did I know, little did I see, The pain I caused you unwillingly. Did you weep by night? Did you long by day? Crave for this game we now play? No, not a game, for we have already won. Our life of endless love has just begun. I hope I am successful in freeing everything in you, Of pain and sorrow of red blood turned bl

I was thinking... You have betrayed me, haven't you? You love me and then you throw me away. You leave me to die. Can't you see my body is decaying? My heart is still strong, though. You would leave me with nothing but this feeling? Why...? It is because you have betrayed me, isn't it? Your heart was dead for me long ago. Or was it? Are you hiding from me? Or are you hiding from yourself? Perhaps, then, the only one you've betrayed... Is you...

Since you don't care to listen And you don't care to try Since you chose to desert me And you chose to say goodbye I know how you felt And I know how I felt And I know how I feel I don't know how you feel You're a stranger now Who are you? I thought you might see But you cut me off, don't you care about me? We were only a label? Is that all we were? Nothing had changed? You didn't feel it? I did for sure! I know that you love me But I know you don't want to So instead you want this I am beginning to hate you This is your goal But I will not give in If you can suppress your love, Then I will suppress my hate! If you decid

My mind tells me to be reasonable My heart tells me to love My mind tells me to give up My heart tells me to go on My mind tells me it's over My heart tells me it's just begun My mind is wise But my love is just too strong

As day of happiness turns back to night, I lie and stare at stars so numerous. I sleep for loss of consciousness and sight. Am lost in dreams of you so glorious, And not losing this image dear to me. This never ending story cannot die. I stand and wait for you so patiently. I shall not ever give up, always try. Desire to see your eyes gaze into mine, Not knowing whether we shall meet again. I need the strength of yours and mine combined. I fill with joy when I see you liven.          The one that keeps me living, always you.          And I'm the one that keeps you alive too.